Don't u see?

Sometimes, it's the way i feel i want you to understand.
The way i feel i want you to see.
Can you see when i'm down?
I know you can see when i'm happy.
But what about the times i cry innside me?
Do u see them?
It doesn't seem like that...
Beacuse then, you would come over here to me..
Not stay in front of the tv.. With your computer..
But i'll guess you don't see it.
It's not just innside me i cry.
It came some tears too, but you didn't see them
You were to busy with the computer and laughing at the tv
Do you understand how it feels for me?
Of course it can be hard to see it.
You really need to know me of you want to see it
But still...
I'm not the person who tells you everything
When i'm hurt you need to drag out of me what it is
But you haven't understand that yet..
Even though i've tried to tell you that
Maybe you didn't understand it?
Maybe it's just to hard to read me?
No.. It can't be that.
Because my best friends can do it...
But you can't..
So.. Here I am.. Alone and hurt...
Wondering who i should talk with about it..
Guess it's no one ... As long as you don't see me cry..