It's so hard to find out how i can tell you it all. I can't decide what to start with or what to end it all with.
I have no idea which words to use. How to put the right words together feels like an endless puzzle...
I just want to get it all out. Want you to know it all. So maybe you'll understand me. More than you do now. I just want that to happen now. I just don't know how i can make it happen. When all my words just screw up.. So nothing make sence anymore. So nothing is possible to understand.
There is so much... And i just keep wishing, one day you'll learn how to read my eyes and see my fake smile.
