I'm amazed

Your so special for me. You know how to make me smile and you say the cutest stuff to me. Your nothing like the other boys i've bin dating, not at all. There is something with you. Something about the person you are when we are together. You make me so happy. You make me smile and laugh, even though it's stupid stuff you say.
When you say that you love me, my heart stops for a secound. It makes me so happy, and it makes me feel that i'm worth something.
When i see you smile, I smile too. Not because i have to, but I smile when you do it because it makes me happy and you look so pretty when you smile.
Well, now i think you look pretty no matter what..
When we sit close to each other and look into the other ones eyes. I'm amazed. I can probaly sit for hours and look into your pretty eyes.

But, no matter where we are, what we do.. I love you. <3 Your the best boyfriend ever and i would never let you go. <3

Suddenly i feel so lonely

Suddenly i felt very depressed.. I'm sitting alone in my room. My big room where there is so much i can do... But i'm just sitting in a corner of my bed. Looking on my phone the whole time.. No one call me, no one text me. I've tried to text my boyfriend, because i know he love me and will always make me smile. But this time.. He don't answer.. I'm not sure why..
I got my computer here (of course i have that when i can be blogging) Looking on msn, looking on skype.. No one i can talk with.. Crap.. I feel so alone, and no one see it.. Because i am alone.. It's not just someting i feel, it's a fact.. It's no one here, and no one who answer when i text them.. Nice right?

I hate it when i feel this alone and got no one i can talk to.. For me, this feels like hell. I'm just too social to be this alone. And when i first gets this alone, i have no idea what to do.. There is nothing i want to do..
Yeah, know it sounds pretty strange... But it's a fact.. It's nothing i want to do, even though there is a lot of stuff i could do. It's just that nothing sounds fun when i'm alone.

I'm not sure what more to write.. I just felt that i had to get this out.. And i still feel i want to write more, the only problem is, that i really don't want what more to write.. So i'll guess this is the end of this lonely blogpost..

So "fun" -.-

Okay .. Just sitting in my boyfriends room... With my boyfriend.. But he is gaming minecraft.. And i feel kinda ignored.. So i'll just sit here with my computer.. Doing nothing. I don't wanna be on my computer at all cause i'm tired. But of course my boyfriend is sitting in the bed gaming minecraft so I can't go to bed either... Wohoo .. Really fun ..
Don't think my boyfriend realize that I'm tired and don't wanna be awake. He is just talking about that stupid game while i'm loner in the corner.. Lol.. Loner in the corner.. Sounds fun x3

I don't want to blog.. At all .. But this was the only thing i could figure out to do now..
So .. My ex logged on skype just so i could have someone i could talk to.. That's just soo nice of him. And it made me smile.

But .. yeah got nothing more to say..