Sometimes i want to say strange stuff, but in the end, i really love you

Sometimes i just think of how much i love my boyfriend. How much me mean to me. How much i want to be with him the rest of my life. Yeah, I want to be with him the rest of my life. <3 Because he is something special. He is a person i never could get tired of. A person i want to love forever, and i want him to feel the same about me.

Sometimes, when i just sit still, and look into his eyes, the random question pops up in my head... The random question i want to say, but i don't feel it's right to say it. "Would you marry me?". That's the question. Well.. Someone will maybe wonder why i would ask for that, because we have only bin together for .. soon three months. So in fact, it's not a long time.

I want to ask him that question, because i want him to be mine the rest of my life <3 I really love him and i don't want to loose him <3 No matter what others say, i love that boy and i'll always do that. I guess that's why i want to say it.

But do i mean it? It's like, we both have said we never want to get married. And in fact, that's true. I don't want to marry someone. 1. It cost so damn much. 2. The most people who marry each other end up with divorce.. And that's not what i want. Because i wanted to have my perfect boyfriend the rest of my life <3

So.. In the end,, Maybe it's just the best to shut up and just keep saying that i love him? Show him that he is the perfect boyfriend for me. Cuz that's what he is, perfect <3
Well, i love my boyfriend more than my own life.. I'll always think of him before myself. I always want to be sure he is okay, before i check if i'm okay.
I think that's what real love is about. Taking care of the one you love before yourself. Show the person that you love him or her every day, like it was our last day together. That's how i feel. If i lose my boyfriend now, i lose everything. Because now i realize, there is no life without him by my side <3

No one is perfect.

When i was a kid, my friends asked me what the perfect boyfriend for me was. Because everyone had to know what kind of boy they wanted. And what's perfect for them. But the only thing I answered on that question was " there is nothing such as the perfect boyfriend. Because no one can be perfect". And I've meant that all the time. No one is perfect. It's just not possible to find a perfect person. No matter what.

It's some years since my friends asked like that. Not many, but some.

And now.. I just can't say the same longer. I can't say that no one is perfect. Because I've found the most perfect boy in the world. My boyfriend. He is perfect <3

I can't find a single thing with him I dislike. And I know now, that he is what my perfect boyfriend would be like. Just like him.

I love everything about him.

The way he smile to me all the time, the way he look at me. The way he act, his personality and.. just everything <3

He is my perfect boyfriend and I will do everything to keep him forever , no matter what <33

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